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Agent York | Taylor Murray ([personal profile] goddamngrenades) wrote2015-04-15 03:46 pm
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York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-12 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
Control was not happy with him. There was guilt engrained in him, trained into him as a reaction to Control's displeasure. It was his own fault. He should never have done this, he should never have gone against them. All he could do was take his punishment and do better.

He's stripped down to his undersuit when he enters the room, nothing to get in the way. It was a small room, a padded cell really, except for the machine set by one wall. It looked a lot like one of the machines they'd used on the MoI to implant AIs.

"Agent Washington." Control's voice. "Sit down."

He obeyed, settling himself in the heavy seat in the middle of the room, starting to fasten the restraints without prompting.
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Re: York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-12 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
A guard fastens the restraints that he can't manage alone and then there's nothing for a moment, just the horrible waiting, and anticipation.

"You understand why we are doing this, Agent Washington?"

"Yes. I disobeyed orders. I fraternised with a prisoner."

"This is being done for your own good, to save you. To make you better."

"I understand. I'm sorry."
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Re: York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-12 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
"You disobeyed orders, Agent Washington. We saved you. We took you in."

"I know. I'm sorry. I'll be better."

"We will remind you of your orders, of your place in this organisation. You are a valuable piece of this collection."

"I know. I understand."

He already feels cold and clammy and that doesn't go away when the guard, one of Charon's own soldiers, not the mercs, approaches him. He can't see it, but he definitely feels it when the needles are stuck into the implants and there's something pressed into the port at the back of his neck.
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Re: York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-13 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
There's nothing for a long moment. Maybe he's supposed to fill that time with begging for forgiveness. But he knows they've made their minds up already. It starts as a tickle at the back of his neck, a whisper, the feeling of something in his head that shouldn't be there. He knows there isn't; it's all manipulation of electrical impulses. That doesn't help though.

And then the full force of it hits him. No building up to it, no gradual increase, just the feeling of something hitting his mind full force like a brick wall, burning through his mind. It's like Epsilon all over again except Epsilon had been sentient, been alive and hurt and this is just cold inanimate pain, strings of orders and codes and someone's screaming and he knows it's him even if there's a disconnect between his mind and body.
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York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-13 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
All he can do is scream. It overwhelms his senses, blots out his vision with white hot pain until there's nothing left but the inside of his own head. And in there there's just his orders. He owes them, he has to obey, he has to. He's a weapon, that's his purpose so why is he fighting it? Fighting it just leads to pain, emotions just lead to pain, he needs to obey, to follow orders.

"I'm sorry," he mumbles in between the screams. "I'm sorry I'm so-"
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York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-13 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
He's only vaguely aware of anything going on around him. Hard to pay attention when his mind is unravelling, tearing itself apart, trying to rebuild and restructure around what's being forced into him. The screams are broken with sobs, great gulps of air and tears running down his face. It hurts and he doesn't have time to care. It hurts and he can feel blood trickling down the back of his neck. It hurts and that's all there is and- "I'm sorry i'm sorry i'll be good i'll be better i'll obey please stop."
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York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-13 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
It's gone as suddenly as it's started and the cessation of it hits him nearly as hard as the start of it had. He sages in the restraints, sobbing quietly, struggling for breath. There's hands on the back of his neck, movement, someone talking. Hard to focus when his break is still sparking. It only slowly resolves into recognisable words.

And it- it's an order so he opens his eyes, stares at York blankly.
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Re: York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-13 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Everything seems slowed down and sluggish right now, even his own reactions. He blinks slowly at York. The hand on his jaw feels... nice. He thinks.

"I- I'm supposed to stop you. They said that. It's orders. I have to follow orders. I have to."
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York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-13 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
"If I'd obeyed they wouldn't need to hurt me," he mumbled, slumping back in the chair and closing his eyes again. "Not brainwashing. Just reminding me of my orders." He didn't move when York unfastened the restraints, not until he's grabbed and has to stand and it's hard, really hard, when his legs feel weak and his head is pounding and he feels so heavy.

"I'm supposed to stay. Stay until I'm dismissed."
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York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-13 06:07 pm (UTC)(link)
He's torn between curling against York's side and pulling away. He should stop him, should be obedient, but York had- "You came back for me."

Memories are a malleable thing, his mind confused enough that that's all that matters right now. York had come back for him.
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York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-13 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"Okay," he agrees. It's easier to do that if it's an order, easier to think around whatever they'd put in his head. It'll die down eventually. He'd only been in there for a few minutes. He clings to York as they approach the door and he winces when he kicks it open, the sound stabbing into his skull.

There's about twenty guns pointing at them. More than that. Wash hooks his chin against York's shoulder, brings his lips close to his ear. "Camo units," he whispers, a warning about what else might be waiting before he pulls away, staggers to keep himself upright and holds up his arms.
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Re: York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-13 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
There's too many of them. York might be fine, maybe, but he can barely stand. He should never have got York involved. He sways on his feet, drops his arms because holding them up is exhausting. "I- I'm-" He's obedient, he's compliant, he follows orders and no, no, he can't think, he can't get around it.

"York... it's easier if you just... comply. If I do."
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York gets Captured thread split (point of divergance)

[personal profile] beforeblue 2015-09-14 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
They can't win. As soon as York stands down, they'll be separated. He must know that. He must. "Please don't. Don't get hurt for me. I'm not worth it."

He turns to the guards. Charon guards, not his mercs. "I'll go back in. Just... just don't hurt him. This is my fault for being weak."
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