Not really - I think he's just glad I'm back to normal.
[It's unenthused, nearly muttered into his beer. The fact that York is giving him an out is something of a small miracle in and of itself. He really should be jumping on that, but instead he's stuck in this conversation that he started and can't manage to pull himself out of. He needs to figure this out, he's having a hell of a time doing it alone, and York can help, but-]
[But once he says it, that's it. It's out there. It's happening, and he can't act like it's not.]
[He buries his face in his hands. Dammit, he's better than this.]
Look, if I say it, it's real, and then I... [He trails off and gives a frustrated sigh.] I don't know.
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[It's unenthused, nearly muttered into his beer. The fact that York is giving him an out is something of a small miracle in and of itself. He really should be jumping on that, but instead he's stuck in this conversation that he started and can't manage to pull himself out of. He needs to figure this out, he's having a hell of a time doing it alone, and York can help, but-]
[But once he says it, that's it. It's out there. It's happening, and he can't act like it's not.]
[He buries his face in his hands. Dammit, he's better than this.]
Look, if I say it, it's real, and then I... [He trails off and gives a frustrated sigh.] I don't know.