He wishes that this was real. He wishes that he could just laugh it off, say that York is right and he'll do better now, and also that the guy should really just kiss him or stop teasing like this.

Genocide.

He can't come back from this one can he? He's gone too far down a path and no matter what he does, he'll never run fast enough to get off it. The question is, is it worth it to try, or should he just give it up as him being a lost cause and be Charon's lapdog for the rest of his life?

Is there any way of fixing this?

"Right. But apart from that..." His smile is brittle, an awful fractured glass thing.

How do you even start making amends for something unforgiveable?