"I crashed that damn ship so we could get out. So we could be done." God it feels- stupidly good to feel skin again. Even if it's rough. Even if it's bruised and it's his fucking fault. "So it would be over. And it wasn't enough."
Should've just quit the noble act and put a bullet in the director. Wiped the databanks. Should've tried to pretend he was good at all and just save who he could on the way out.
Shouldn't have let North take south.
Should've driven the damn jeep better so Maine didn't get shot in the throat.
Should've died next to his squad in the mud and never fucking signed on.
"You were good enough. You are good enough. They were playing with our heads as much as they were doing anything else- or Connie would've been number three on the board every goddamn time and you know it. None of us thought they were lying to us. None of us knew."
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Should've just quit the noble act and put a bullet in the director. Wiped the databanks. Should've tried to pretend he was good at all and just save who he could on the way out.
Shouldn't have let North take south.
Should've driven the damn jeep better so Maine didn't get shot in the throat.
Should've died next to his squad in the mud and never fucking signed on.
"You were good enough. You are good enough. They were playing with our heads as much as they were doing anything else- or Connie would've been number three on the board every goddamn time and you know it. None of us thought they were lying to us. None of us knew."