"Implying you're who I saw fell. You're not." Whoever this is? It's not Carolina. She wouldn't do this. She wouldn't live and help Charon with this. She wouldn't make a puppet out of Wash. She wouldn't condone fucking GENOCIDE for anything. If he still had the helmet he'd headbutt her. As it is he jerks his chin back to keep her hands off him.

It's not who he missed. It's not who he lost. That's the only thought keeping him sane.